Marianne’s Notes: Fighting among each other…

James 4:1-4, “Where do wars and fights come from among you?  Do they not come from your desires for pleasure that war in your members?  You lust and do not have.  You murder and covet and cannot obtain.  You fight and war.  Yet you do not have because you do not ask.  You ask and do not receive because you ask amiss, that you many spend it on your pleasures.  Adulterers and adulteresses!  Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God?  Whoever therefore wants to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God.”

This is a good, harsh, cutting word!! Who is James talking to?  He’s talking to BELIEVERS!  He’s talking to me.  I will rage war and fight with other believers because of my desire for pleasure.  Pleasure.  Sin is pleasure…until it destroys you yet we keep on doing it.  Pleasure of food, drink, praise.  Pleasure in travel, clothes, houses, and acclaim…pleasure in knowledge, power, and productivity.  This world is FULL of pleasure and pleasure isn’t the enemy.  The enemy is loving those things more than God.  It’s desiring those pleasures more than Him.  It’s actually rejoicing and loving and being fulfilled by those pleasures in ways God doesn’t seem to satisfy us.  This causes war in ourselves and with others.  James reminds me that this cycle is endless…it will just go around and around and around.  Lusting and not having, murder and coveting yet not obtaining…to me this is hell.  Getting everything we “want” or desire and yet feeling nothing.  This is a perfect picture of my efforts…I will go through an enormous amount of work, sacrifice, schooling, lying, social acrobatics, whatever I need to in order to receive what I want.  There is one thing I won’t do easily…find ultimate pleasure and fulfillment in Jesus.  Flipping that switch to where I believe that He holds everything precious, everything of worth, and everything that fulfills requires me to esteem Him, not me.  Everyone wants God’s blessing without giving Him their heart…they are part-time Christians who want full-time blessings, protection, and provision…to service ourselves.  James clearly shows us that this is wrong “asking”…feel free to ask God but He knows your heart so don’t be surprised when you don’t receive it.  We ask for things that make this world our home, a better job, a spouse, children, a career, money, etc…my requests have far more to do with my comfort here on earth, or my position here on earth, or pleasures here on earth.  This is called friendship with the world and if I am friends with the world than I am, by default, at enmity with God.  That’s right.  If I desire to be friends with the world then naturally I will be at odds…no, not just at odds, but I will be an enemy of God.  I will be against the plans and purposes of God.  I will in truthfulness, hate God AND He is against ME!  Just to be clear, the God who always has been, all powerful, the One who literally holds this world together, will be fighting against me…because I forsook Him and all His glory for the plastic things of this world. 

How does this happen?  Simple, we esteem and place desired value on the things of this world.  We are born worshippers and we will worship what esteem. 

How do we fix it? See God for who & whom He is.  The logic is straightforward, when I spend time recognizing the glory, the majesty, the power, the love of God and elevate and magnify Him then my heart will follow.  We worship other things because we spend so much of our time focused on them and place an incredible amount of value there.  That behavior should be reserved for God.  Contentment is seeing the greatest value is in what you already have. 

QTVOTD: Its time to leave the ninety-nine…

“What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he has lost one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the open country, and go after the one that is lost, until he finds it?” Luke 15:4 -> me: Marianne and I have been internalizing the effects of centuries of oppression and hurt on those in the black community and what we can do to make change happen.  I want to point you Marianne’s post (the one just before this one) for her thoughts on this topic.  She has captured her own heart in such a beautiful way.  As we were talking today, she was talking about this verse which is quoting Jesus to His disciples.  In our minds, those who are oppressed are like the one that Jesus would leave the ninety nine (who are fine and not in trouble) to go save the one.   My heart hurts for anyone in this position and there is no way that this white man is ever going to be able to understand what my black brother or sister in Christ has had to endure in their life-times.  What I can do is stand up for them, I can question my own unconscious bias, and I can speak up against implied racism when I see it.  It is time we seek out, focus on, and help the one.  Final thought – God knows the number of hairs on a person’s head, that person infinitely matters to Him.  Jesus would stop, separate Himself from the throngs, and single out thrown away people who mattered nothing to the baa’ing sheep around them, but that person who didn’t matter to anyone else, mattered the most to Jesus.  Not only that, He knows them, their heart, and their sin, but He loves them more than they themselves will ever understand.  As a man of God who is in fellowship with Jesus, am called to love this way.  Now, is the time to act and show this love.

It Starts with Me…

I am a person in process. I am in the middle. I am not where I was because I am further down the road, but I certainly haven’t arrived because there’s far more ground to cover. So where am I? I am here at the intersection where one truth is clear: I want change, real and lasting change; yet in order for that to happen it must start with me. I don’t have words for others…I only have words for me; my heart; my prejudice; my ignorance. I’m grateful that Jesus came to save me from myself. My “heart is deceitful above all things” and without the power of God to transform my heart there will be no lasting change. I’m too selfish, self-seeking, and blind to love others the way He wants me to. Only He can take my pride and transform it into humility. His desire is for me to “Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.” Philippians 2:3 He asks me to be a “defender of the weak”, to “do justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with God.” Isaiah 61:1-3 has been my life verse (s) since I was 15… “The Spirit of the Lord God is upon Me, because the Lord has anointed Me to preach good tidings to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to those who are bound; to proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all who mourn, to console those who mourn in Zion, to give them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they may be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that He may be glorified.” If I do not hear the black voice that questions if they “matter” and shout, “YES! Yes, YOU matter!! You matter to me and I will stand by you.” Then who am I? I can’t say that I love Jesus and choose to not love the ones He made in His own image! “Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves.” Romans 12:9-10 Change must come and it starts with me.

QTVOTD: How to bring peace…

“Come, O children, listen to me; I will teach you the fear of the LORD. What man is there who desires life and loves many days, that he may see good?  Keep your tongue from evil and your lips from speaking deceit. Turn away from evil and do good; seek peace and pursue it.” Psalms 34:11-14 [ESV] -> me: Last night (while the girls were watching a show in the other room) Marianne and sat in the office and watch the various news outlets cover the protests that had become riots and looting.  My heart is heavy for the family of George Floyd who not only have to deal with the death of their loved one over and over again as the media plays the video, but also to see the violence brought on by a few who have an agenda that is not aligned with their plight.  We found ourselves wondering what we can do and this passage has helped me put feet to my helplessness.  Let’s start with the middle of this passage -> Everyone wants a good life and many days in it.  The rest of the passage tells us how to attain it.  1) Fear of the Lord: The person who disregards the safety of another human being or respect for property, does not know or has lost the fear of God.  2) Watch what you say and guard your heart.  James (in James 2:26) tells us that when we let our mouths run afoul, we have deceived our heart.  3) Repent!  Turning away from evil is doing a 180 degree turn from whatever it was that you were doing that is sinful.  4) Do good!  Doing good brings peace.  5) Not only should we seek peace and be we should run after it.  This is a total turn from what isn’t peace!  So, I can’t tell what you should do specifically other than ‘Fear God’, ‘Guard your mouth’, ‘Repent of your sin’, ‘Do things for others’, and finally ‘Pursue peace’!  What better way to pursue peace than to bring others into the knowledge of Jesus and God’s gift through Him!

QTVOTD: Leave it in God’s Hands of Justice…

“But, O LORD of hosts, who judges righteously, who tests the heart and the mind, let me see your vengeance upon them, for to you have I committed my cause.” Jeremiah 11:20 -> me: Its not often that you hear someone in the bible (a prophet no less) call on God for vengeance.  So, I wanted to pull this apart a bit.  1) Jeremiah is not executing the vengeance himself.  He is calling on the Most Just to execute justice.  2) The people who were after him, trying to stop his preaching of God’s Words, were the people from his own home town (not unlike the people in Jesus’ home town persecuted Him).  3) Jeremiah is attempting to use the position he is in (God calling on him and his obedience to that call) to add weight to his ask.  Does this mean we can pray for revenge against our enemies? We are told in Romans 12:14, 19–20 to bless instead of curse, just as Jesus forgave his enemies (Luke 23:34). This is our primary task. But at the same time, we may commend our own or other cases of injustice to God, trusting that he is the righteous Judge who will bring righteousness and justice in the end.

QTVOTD: The God Who IS Truth…

“But the Lord is the true God and the God of truth (the God Who is Truth). He is the living God and the everlasting King. At His wrath the earth quakes, and the nations are not able to bear His indignation.” Jeremiah 10:10 [AMP] -> me:  This is the God I follow and love!  I really like how the amplified uses both ‘true God’ and ‘God of truth’.  In this chapter Jeremiah and the Lord are talking about how the idols that the Children of Israel worship are but carved wood adorned with jewels and yet have no power.  The skilled workers who make these are idols are said to be ‘senseless and foolish’.  Following on yesterday’s Quiet Time, we can be those skilled workers at generating and promoting useless and senseless idols that we believe will bring us happiness; money, things, family, friends, and even service can be well crafted and look pretty adorned with effort and accomplishment but it is still an idol in regard to the God Who is Truth, the Living God, God the King, and the God of Wrath.   I must constantly check my heart and motives when I strive for happiness and contentment from anything other than the God Who saved me from myself, from sin, and from death.  He is the only One deserving of my worship.

UPDATE: Brooklyn

Some of you who happen upon my little blog here might see that I have had some gaps in my posts lately. Well, that is because we received Brooklyn (9 months old today) back into our home 4 weeks ago. This little chicken has brought such joy to our family but it has been quite an adjustment. We are so blessed and God has been so faithful to not only show Himself to us but also has grown our faith through the trials and answers to prayer we have sought. Our whole family thanks you for your prayers and support as we have run this course. There is so much more that God has ahead!

Me, Prim (Brooklyn’s half sister), Sophie, and Brooklyn. (Marianne and Bella were in the kitchen. 🙂 )

QTVOTD: Be Vigilant…

“Thus says the Lord: Let not the wise and skillful person glory and boast in his wisdom and skill; let not the mighty and powerful person glory and boast in his strength and power; let not the person who is rich [in physical gratification and earthly wealth] glory and boast in his [temporal satisfactions and earthly] riches; but let him who glories glory in this: that he understands and knows Me [personally and practically, directly discerning and recognizing My character], that I am the Lord, Who practices loving-kindness, judgment, and righteousness in the earth, for in these things I delight, says the Lord.” Jeremiah 9:23-24 [AMP] -> me: The person who looks at their own achievements, boasts in their own wisdom, and marvels at their own strength and power are destined for a mindset that no longer sees God for Who He is.  When I see the people in my life who have fallen away, I can say that this set of attributes regularly defines them. Just like the children of Israel, we can become blind and deaf to the Lord because of our own pride and self-worth.  It is a viscous spiral that builds on itself if we allow these thoughts to take hold in our hearts.  I must stay vigilant; a watchman over not only my own heart but by being the accountability partner my bothers and sisters need.

QTVOTD: How to be right where God wants you…

“…this command I gave them: Obey My voice, and I will be your God, and you shall be My people. And walk in all the ways that I command you, that it may be well with you.’” Jeremiah 7:23 -> Because of my faith in God’s Son, I am counted in God’s people and He is my God.  The second part of this verse is where the application lies -> “Walk in all the ways that I commanded you, that it may be well with you”.  God knows what is best for me and that is to be dependent and tied to Him in a way that guides everything that I do.  There is nothing I can do to earn God’s favor; it has already been given to me as a gift through His Son; but, as I glorify God by walking an upright and righteous life, then my heart will be in the place the Lord has intended it to be.  Colossians 1:10 says it best – “That you may walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing to Him and desiring to please Him in all things, bearing fruit in every good work and steadily growing and increasing in and by the knowledge of God.”  I am so thankful to the Lord for His word.  Even in the most dire of passages like Jeremiah, God shows His loving character and desire to be close to His people…but He cannot live amongst sin; so as my flesh becomes more self-sufficient, I marginalize God’s influence and protective hand in my life.

QTVOTD: Complacency and Doubt…

“Run to and fro through the streets of Jerusalem, look and take note! Search her squares to see if you can find a man, one who does justice and seeks truth, that I may pardon her. Though they say, “As the LORD lives,” yet they swear falsely.” Jeremiah 5:1-2 -> me: What two things breed contempt and sin? ->  Complacency and Doubt.  When do God’s people have the highest propensity to fall away from Him?  2 situations come to mind – 1) When things are going great and we have no need of God to come through for us; our walk becomes more religion than relationship.  2) When things are going bad and we doubt the presence of God in our situation or we doubt His love for us.  For the children of Israel it was the former.  They had become comfortable in their own work and existence.  They had slowly slipped down a slope that lulled them into a lack of perspective of a Holy and Just God.  As creatures of sin and self-sufficiency, we can find ourselves in the exact same spot.  We go to church (or watch online) but its just to keep up appearances or to check a box.  We say spiritual things like “I’ll pray for you” and not follow through.  This was the people of Israel…and look at the mindset of God as He was instructing Jeremiah on what to tell Israel and Judah about His coming wrath.  It is time for a spiritual check: What is the heart behind my ministry?  Is my mind consistently dwelling on discerning the will and purposes of God in my life?  Am I leading my family with Grace, Truth, and Love?  Where is my treasure?