Category: QuietTimes

“And now there remain: faith [abiding trust in God and His promises], hope [confident expectation of eternal salvation], love [unselfish love for others growing out of God’s love for me], these three [the choicest graces]; but the greatest of these is love.” 1 Corinthians 13:13 ->me: Today was my time finishing up my week one of the 1 Corinthians study we are starting in our Life Group.  It was an overview section in which you read the entire book and then allow God to reveal to you what He weaves together in your theology just from a quick contextual read through.  For me, this verse has weight.  Multiple times Paul stresses how much more important unselfish love is than even other spiritual gifts.  Transparently, this is also an area that I need to ask God to work on in my life.  According to Paul I need to be ready to suffer with the sufferings of many in order to win a few for the Kingdom.  This is love – a reckless approach to serving others where the earthly return on investment is small but the heavenly return is huge.  This is also where faith and hope come in.  I will be ready to serve with this type of love when I have the faith and hope in what is to come…I will realize that this time under the sun is an opportunity to tear down the greatness I might have here on earth in order to win glory for God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ in heaven.   I have to ask myself – “Am I ready to seize the greatest of these choicest graces?  Am I ready to sacrifice more earthly gain for the winning of souls to heaven?”

“Be merciful (responsive, compassionate, tender) just as your [heavenly] Father is merciful.” Luke 6:36 ->me: Today my reading was in Matthew 18:21-27 where Jesus is telling Peter the parable of the master who canceled the huge debt owed by his servant. The rest of the story is tomorrow but in this passage, the unforgettable commentary stood out for Luke 6:36. Peter starts out by asking Jesus how many times he should forgive his brother who has sinned against him? “Seven times?” he asks? Then Jesus says, “No, not seven times, but seventy seven times.” and then progresses to tell the parable. Here are the interesting tidbits: 1) Jesus starts the parable by saying “The kingdom in heaven is like a king…”. The moral of Jesus’ parables is to give a glimpse into the economy of justice in the Kingdom of God. 2) The servant owed the King 10,000 Talents. A talent is the highest denomination in Greek currency, and 10,000 was highest Greek numeral, so the point wasn’t that the servant owed the King something, it was that he owed him an ungodly amount of money. 3) The price of our sin, before confessed and repented, can have a profound impact on our family. To reclaim the debt, the king was ready to take the servants wife and children. 4) The king had mercy for the servant with a repentant heart. The servant fell to his knees asking for patience and promised to payback the amount owed. The King was not only merciful but in his wisdom he could see that the servant could never pay him back the amount owed. I am no different – God, through His Son, canceled my debt and placed it upon Jesus. That debt was so overwhelming that there would have been nothing I could have ever done to pay it back. Jesus call on me to be merciful just as my Heavenly Father is merciful. The context here is life changing.

“For WHEREVER two or three are gathered (drawn together as My Followers – in fellowship with Me) in My name, there I AM in the midst of them.”  Matthew 18:20 ->me: Today my reading was in Matthew 18:15-20 where Jesus is telling the disciples how to approach a way ward brother or sister who has sinned against them.  The primary message here is the steps to take to bring the person into confession and repentance; healing of the relationship with the one sinned against is not the main focus.  The approach is a slow escalation with each step having the goal of reconciling the way ward brother or sister to Christ, in right relationship with Him.  Even though many churches use this passage as a way to articulate how to execute church discipline, the primary focus of the effort is driven by the disciple who was sinned against.  Ultimately the disciple is the one who will resort to treating that person as an unbeliever (a tax collector or pagan).  Then finally, there are verses 18, 19, and 20 which talk about the prayerful decision given to two or three who are in fellowship with the Lord Jesus and filled with the Holy Spirit.  What is bound by them in prayer in heaven is also bound on earth, and whatever they prayer for in agreement will be given by the Father.  Then we come to my quiet time verse today -> when two or more Christians (in close fellowship with the Lord and drawn by Him) come together in the name of Jesus, He is there with them!  Just dwell on that for a moment…

“What do you think? If a man has a hundred sheep, and one of them has gone astray and gets lost, will he not leave the ninety-nine on the mountain and go in search of the one that is lost?  And if it should be that he finds it, truly I say to you, he rejoices more over it than over the ninety-nine that did not get lost.  Just so it is not the will of My Father Who is in heaven that one of these little ones should be lost and perish.” Matthew 18:12-14 ->me: When I read this passage, I see both a comfort and a warning.  It brings notes of the sentiment in the parable of the prodigal son.  Just like in the prodigal son, there is more joy over the one who was saved and returned to the fold than the one who never left and got lost.  But at the same time, Jesus is saying that it is not the will of the Father that anyone would get lost and perish in the first place.  The shepherd leaving the 99 to find the one, shows the lengths the Lord will go to in order to get us back into the flock.  It causes me pause to know that, as a man of God and a spiritually mature head of my household, I must be on the lookout for lost sheep.  Sometimes it will require sacrifice (leaving the 99) to retrieve that sheep.  Am I staying vigilant in looking for sheep that are missing in my life and if yes, am I doing something about it?

“Beware that you do not despise or feel scornful toward or think little of one of these little ones, for I tell you that in heaven their angels always are in the presence of and look upon the face of My Father Who is in heaven.” Matthew 18:10 ->me: Yesterday Brooklyn turned 1 week old.  The addition of her to our family, even if it is temporary, has been an adjustment for everyone.  After church the Lord laid it on my heart to circle the proverbial family wagons and discuss our situation (Marianne, Bella, Sophie, and I – Prim and Brooklyn were napping).  We all went out to the backyard firepit, we started off in prayer, and then I shared.  Two important things came out of this time together – 1) Marianne and I had the opportunity to talk to Bella and Sophie about taking a step in their faith by talking to God and asking for ears to hear His voice.  2) All together, we took a step back to admit that our lives are thrown up in the air a bit and we will all lose and gain things as we walk this road.  It is so important for all of us to maintain perspective by taking in all that the Lord is doing through this amazing moment in the life of our family.  It is just like God to give me this verse today, to help me remember that my girls, at their young age, have angels in heaven that have a direct presence with the person and face of God the Father…that is just a little humbling. 

“Jesus said, Truly I say to you, unless you repent (change, turnabout) and become like little children [trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving], you can never enter the kingdom of heaven [at all].  Whoever will humble himself therefore and become like this little child [trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving] is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.  And whoever receives and accepts and welcomes one little child like this for My sake and in My name receives and accepts and welcomes Me.” Matthew 18:3-5 ->me:  Well, isn’t this the perfect set of verses to read after what has transpired over the last 79 hours.  Monday afternoon at 1pm, Marianne got a call from Prim’s birth-mom (Brianna) that she had given birth to another baby girl (Prim’s half sister) and wanted to know if we would be open to adopting this new precious little one (Brooklyn).  God had been laying on our hearts a desire to adopt another little one (in birth order – younger than Prim) so that Prim and this new little one could grow up in our family having someone in their same life circumstance (being adopted) to lean on….and God answers with something better, a biologically connected sister.  Tuesday evening, with the help of our wonderful adoption attorney, received a Power of Attorney and picked up Brooklyn from Valley Medical Center in Renton.  To be clear, there are several hurdles – 1) The birth dad has yet to be contacted about this development.  It is entirely possible that he will have no interest in putting his new found daughter up for adoption.  2) We do not have the work done on our side (Home Study) by a licensed Social Worker to be approved to adopt.  We are however, right on the way with this thanks to our wonderful Social Worker, Gina who did our Home Study for Prim.  Having another newborn in our home is so refreshing and draining at the same time, but she is absolutely precious and adorable.  God is in control and whatever happens, to know that God provided in such an amazing way grows my faith!

“…For truly I say to you, if you have faith [that is living] like a grain of mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, Move from here to yonder place, and it will move; and nothing will be impossible to you.” Matthew 17:20b ->me: Wow, I needed this today.  There are events that have transpired over the last 24 hours that call on us for the kind of faith Jesus talks about here.  I will go more into detail on that, in a different post, but we need to lean on God with a great faith.  We are literally watching the hand of God move in several areas of our lives.  He is doing something big, not just in Marianne and I, but in the lives of our girls as well.  In this passage, the Lord is letting me know that even though what is happening is wrought with craziness from an earthly point of view, He has everything in control.  So, my prayer becomes one of strength, endurance, wisdom, and peace.  Work is crazy stressful, personal life is transforming by the minute, church life is possibly taking on a new commitment, and our girls start school in 1 week…but God.  That is all I need to say…but God.  But God has my life in His hands and He is in control.  He will provide me what I need each day.  This morning, like every morning, His grace is new.  We are good because we are IN Him and He is IN us.  Would partner with me in praying for our family; that we would not let our human nature get in the way by trying to fix…that we would just sit back in peace and watch God word and provide.

“Lord, do pity and have mercy on my son, for he has epilepsy (is moonstruck) and he suffers terribly; for frequently he falls into the fire and many times into the water.  And I brought him to Your disciples, and they were not able to cure him.  And Jesus answered, O you unbelieving (warped, wayward, rebellious) and thoroughly perverse generation! How long am I to remain with you? How long am I to bear with you? Bring him here to Me.” Matthew 17:15-17 ->me: These couple of verses are a rare glimpse into the internal frustration Jesus has with not only His disciples, but also everyone of this generation.  What the point here is, is that we should not doubt the power of Jesus when it is made available.  God was doing amazing things through the disciples, yet it required their faith for the full power to be unleashed through them.  Jesus was frustrated that even with His presence, they had doubts that the Lord’s power through them was enough to heal this little boy.  This is totally me…I know that Lord is with me, and I have seen the power of His hand in my life. For me, it is not the fact that I think He doesn’t have the power to do something, it is the doubt on whether He will CHOOSE to do it.  THIS is why I am so eager to stay in His Word and draw closer to Him; so that His ways would become my ways and that I would be sensitive in the directions in which He is moving.  I know Jesus gets frustrated with me too (a lot), but I hope that His frustrations become less and less prevalent as I fellowship with Him.

“While he [Peter] was still speaking, behold, a shining cloud [composed of light] overshadowed them, and a voice from the cloud said, This is My Son, My Beloved, with Whom I am [and have always been] delighted. Listen to Him!” Matthew 17:5 ->me:  As I have been reading about the Transfiguration this morning in my QT, this verse about Peter being interrupted continues press on my mind.  What Peter was asking Jesus was if he should make some tents for Jesus, Moses, and Elijah if they were going to stay awhile…then this verse ‘while he was still speaking…”.  The application I take away is this – I need to grasp the gravity and importance of God’s plans and purposes.  His plans are always moving forward and He has known what will happen before the earth was formed.  We are just along for the ride…but, God wants to include me!  But I must be operating in such a way that I God is working in and through many things to bring about what He is going to do.  I believe that Jesus brought Peter, James, and John with Him so that they could see that what Christ was about to do (dying on a cross) was bigger than them and God The Father took the opportunity to tell them to “Listen to Jesus” – Who had been telling them about the fact that He would soon die.  God wanted the disciples to understand that this process of Jesus being turned over to the Jews and being crucified was part of the greater work of God.  He needed their human flesh reactions and ways of operating out of the way.  He needed them focused on the true mission and trust that God (Jesus) knows what He is doing.  I need to be more aware of the fact that God wants me to be a part of His plan but I must be aligned with Him, He has given me a revealing of Himself so that I might know that He is in control.  I need to be listening to Him through His word and prayer so that I will be prepared to trust that He knows what He is doing even when things look dire.

“For whoever is bent on saving his [temporal] life [his comfort and security here] shall lose it [eternal life]; and whoever loses his life for My sake shall find it [life everlasting]. For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his life [his blessed life in the kingdom of God]? Or what would a man give as an exchange for his [blessed] life [in the kingdom of God]?” Matthew 16:25-26 ->me: This week has been crazy! Not only has it been my first week back from a 2 week vacation but it is also the week before a HUGE event between Microsoft and this super important customer. I have been helping to land a Software build and testing every day. I think I put in close to 70 hours of work. Why am I telling you this? Because even in this place the Lord gave me so much of Himself. When I read this passage, all I can think is “please Lord come!”. One poignant moment this week was during a meeting I was having with several people on the telemetry and data we would collect next week during this event. I was praying that I would somehow be an encouragement to these people in the room who were looking to me for my input (one of them being a direct report). While I was talking, all of these things were coming to my mind that flowed together in such a way that it lent huge contribution to what this team needed. I am serious when I say that it was not me. Anyone who knows me well, knows that I am not an articulate person; I ramble. But in this case the Lord came down and answered my prayer in such an amazing way – He was telling me “I got you and I am here with you”. In the meeting I teared up with gratitude and worship of my God Who would chose to meet my needs in this way. I am sure the 3 people in the room were wondering if my allergies were acting up. I have no interest in saving my life for this crazy planet and time…I really enjoy my job and I love my family but man, am I anxious to be with my Savior…